Shaken, Amy felt overwhelmed once more by the enormousness of all she has taken on.

艾米再次为自己所承担的巨大的责任感到绝望了。

And I remember thinking, there's no way I would ever be able to squeeze the enormousness of myself back inside this tiny little body.

我记得我想，我可能没有办法把我自己重新积压到这个小小的躯体里。